Guys, your language is way too strong for the forum. I suggest you start private messaging each other when it comes to erotic roleplaying. But try to keep the public forums cleaner.
There is a moment in our lives that we just can't go any farther, can't stand any longer, can't live any more. I came to that moment a month ago and tried to take my life because I didn't want to live anymore. I never wanted to live, not once in my life did I want to live, but at that moment something in me broke. Something that I think I can live without. I don't know what it is and I'm not so sure I can live without it but for the past month I have. Not just as a person, but as an individual that actually wants to live. Some one that wants to see the sun rise over the horizon and watch as the sun sets. I want to live a life that I can be proud of and not let anyone stick a finger in my face and tell me that I would be better off dead. I mark today as a day that I make a step in my life that keeps me in the clear of death and sadness and depression and force everything that I am and everything that I will become to follow me for once. There is someone I feel as though I hurt, and I am sorry. I know that I haven't been there much and that you pry don't want to be with me anymore, but will you take me back?
My answer is you don't. There are things that haunt me everyday and I live the best I can. I have no reason to enjoy the life that I am living. In fact not to long ago I tried to end my life. But that isn't the answer. But if it truly haunts you then you will need to eventually face it so that you can live the way you want to with out having to keep looking over your shoulder. So you can be who you want to be. You cant be afraid of what or who you are. That creates walls and obstacles that you wont be able to overcome.
and what happens if when you face the things that haunt you nothing good comes of it, what if nothing changes and everything gets worse? what do you do then? theres really nothing you can be sure of so why try it? what if you are a person who is constantly in fear no matter what they do, its like asking someone to change every perspective of their life and learn to live all over again but not the way you think is easy, explain that to me.
Well the thing is, is I took a risk. Some times not everything will work out. I have never seen an opportunity and didn't try something. I have been looking for what I can do to make my life better. It never works alright. If you are having troubles I could always give you my number and I could help you out.
oh you don't have to be sorry. we met on here and are in the process of trying to get to each other in the real world. we live on the same continent and in the same country though so the only thing holding us back is money.
jeffery
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o u o Can I just say I LOVE YOUR HEADER <3
i see then. is your gf an anime lover too?
love your header so much aaahhh otp otp <33