I will do anything it takes to be the man she loves. I will survive this war. And when I return home, I will swallow every horrible thing I've done here, and I will smile when I'm with her. I swear on my life.
Of course I'm insecure. Of course I'm lonely. Of course I wanna see him. And of course being so far apart sucks, but the thing is, nobody else could ever take his place. So it doesn't matter if I don't want a long-distance relationship. I don't have a choice, but I have to do it. I love him.