Whenever I get up in the morning, I always think to myself, "Am I really the same person I was yesterday?" For example, just as a computer loads its OS into memory and boots up each time it restarts, is it possible I'm just booting up the person called "Saikawa Sohuei" each morning and trying to play that role?
Seeing nature and thinking it's beautiful is what's unnatural. That means the life you lead is an unclean one. If you can cut yourself off from mother nature and still survive, doesn't it mean you have enough inner beauty to allow you to do that?
FYI …this sites permanently shutting down on 22nd feb …its clearly written in the front page :(……make sure 2 export all ur quotes …evn i couldnt believe my own eyes…T_T…this site has helped me in moments wen i was goin thru shitT_T…
…now M actually okay …its just that i was in a self destruction mode few days back …lol
BTW …r u there on discord?
Damn, that's fucking sad, mate... When I first found this site, I was a little stupid-ass kid. I wouldn't say that it helped me through shit times, but it sure had a good community... It's weird that it shuts down, but I guess it's understandable.
Self-destruction can be a good thing as long as you can stop it, and learn from it. (Well I guess it depends on what kinda self destruction tho')
No think i cant stop it more like got addicted to slitin my hand lol…and i never learn from mistakes and never regret a thing …M weird but hope i change in d future ;_;
Oh, shit I thought you meant like drinkin a lot of alcohol, or smoking too much weed or sumtin like that...
You really shouldn't be slitting your wrists man... I only have a few scars on my arms (they weren't made by me) but the scars won't disappear... they stay there forever man... and I don't think that u'll be proud of them later on.
And even though you probably won't listen to me, you should at least think about what I said, and try to change.
No not wrist ~its more like my arm ~i wouldnt want my parents to know lol…and if somthin like killing urself was not forbidden …i wud hav done so long back …and sorry for makin u worry mate~ill try my best not to hurtin myself at most possible …;)…
I used to have suicidal thoughts a while ago... sometimes I still have them now, but I just try to forget them as fast as I can... Find something that you can get lost in... something, or someone who draws your attention away from thoughts like that.
If you find this, one day it should all be okay mate. and it probably will be.
Different ppl hav diff views and liking but ill suggest u some which i like...right now iam goon crazy over nightcore songs :-)...1)nightcore-STFD 2)dynasty(same nightcore)3)skeletons ...4)standing where u left me.....if i write i can give along list ..;-)try these
Eyy, I exactly know the feeling, brotha :D ... I mean with the exams and stuff... I still wish u good luck writing those exams though
Yeah, I think I know the "Dinasty" one.. I used to listen to a lot of nightcore either, but right now I'm more hooked to songs like this: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fE4zdYtHJG0
I love how it sounds dramatic, but still badass and all that...
What do ya think about it?
Nah, it's nothing too bad, I'll probably talk bout it someday, I'm just not in da mood for that kinda shit right now :P
Ey, that's actually pretty cool, how's life there?
Well I'm from hungary... boring lil' country to be honest, lemme tell ya most of the music is horrible here, so I almost never listen to hungarian songs, at least not willingly..
Its ok...i wont force u ...if that thing spoils ur mood then dont bother remmember ....:-D
well..life here is much better compared to india ...but the sad thing is ill go to that place after a yr for my studies
Hey ...sorry i removed friends caz that day i got caught while signed in less real ...my parents r strict ...i donno how to deactivate less-real so iam not gonna come online anymore :-\ goodbye frndz
I listen to basically anything except pop and dubstep :P
But I mostly listen to rock, for example Alternative Rock and Indie Rock... I even listen to rap.
But don't worry, I'd never judge anyone by the music they like.
It's not really about how life treated me, it's about the amount of dumb sh*t I've done to get my life in a situation like this...
But I'd say no, life's not treating me too well.
Hehe, damn... this got all deep from a simple question :P
How's life treating you though?
Actually my girlfriend broke up with me and I'm not doing too well at school... I already got over it though, so it's cool. But I want to hear some stories from you :) anything interesting happened since the last time we talked?
aww i'm sorry to hear that but glad to hear you got over it. and anything i can help in the school department? and i don't think anything interesting really. just been living life and getting ready for christmas
let's see...
I'm kind of a loner... I usually watch anime or play video games all day.
My favorite music genre is Alternative Rock and Indie, but I listen to a lot of kinda music... (Punk Rock, Metal... almost everything except Pop)
My favorite musical artist is Adam Gontier.
Oh, and I play guitar.
I guess that's all...
now it's your turn to tell me about yourself. :)
well i love watching football, i love pop music, i'm also a loner like you, i love reading, my favorite artist is adam levine, and i love that you play guitar i've always wanted to learn
If you want to learn playing guitar, then why don't you give a try? you don't have to buy an expensive guitar at first, just buy a cheap one and try it... you probably wouldn't regret it :P
if you want to play songs from your favorite artist (Adam Levine) then maybe you should learn how to read tabs (and chords) at first.
you probably know Green Day... they have some pretty easy songs to play on guitar (Boulevard of Broken Dreams, American Idiot, Jesus of Suburbia) probably it won't be easy at first, but you know.. you just have to practice :)
The first song I've learned to play on guitar was Sweet Dreams (by Marilyn Manson)
Muhahahaha... yeah.. let's defea-
Oh.. wait.. you wrote this 5 months ago and.. you are not even really using this site anymore? ... ._.
D-.. Don't blame me... um.. you know.. time travelling stuff..
Reeve
What do ya mean this site's gonna die? are they gonna end it, or what?
Why does your life suck?
…now M actually okay …its just that i was in a self destruction mode few days back …lol
BTW …r u there on discord?
Self-destruction can be a good thing as long as you can stop it, and learn from it. (Well I guess it depends on what kinda self destruction tho')
Yea, I do have a discord.
And see ya on discord in the near future…
D prob with me is i think like an S and act like an M…:-!
You really shouldn't be slitting your wrists man... I only have a few scars on my arms (they weren't made by me) but the scars won't disappear... they stay there forever man... and I don't think that u'll be proud of them later on.
And even though you probably won't listen to me, you should at least think about what I said, and try to change.
If you find this, one day it should all be okay mate. and it probably will be.
What do you do in your free time?
How you doing?
you? wachu doing?
Yeah, I think I know the "Dinasty" one.. I used to listen to a lot of nightcore either, but right now I'm more hooked to songs like this:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fE4zdYtHJG0
I love how it sounds dramatic, but still badass and all that...
What do ya think about it?
But I don't wanna ruin neither my or your mood by tellin' "tales" about it :P
What about you, how's life treatin ya?
And where are you from btw?
and iam from india ....currently livin in saudi arabia
Ey, that's actually pretty cool, how's life there?
Well I'm from hungary... boring lil' country to be honest, lemme tell ya most of the music is horrible here, so I almost never listen to hungarian songs, at least not willingly..
well..life here is much better compared to india ...but the sad thing is ill go to that place after a yr for my studies
How was your day?
Nothing really special, you?
Yaknow.. watching anime :) (Even though I didn't watch any in the last few moths)
How about you?
What kinda music do you listen to?
But I mostly listen to rock, for example Alternative Rock and Indie Rock... I even listen to rap.
But don't worry, I'd never judge anyone by the music they like.
:P Just kidding..
Where are you from btw?
How's your day?
It wasn't a bad day though...
Ah... Just what I needed
how are u?
But I'd say no, life's not treating me too well.
Hehe, damn... this got all deep from a simple question :P
How's life treating you though?
Always does. Crappy haha
How was your day?
Damn, we haven't talked for a few days again... how you doing?
Well then I wish you and your family a merry christmas and a happy new year.
Just hanging out with friends.
How are you doing today?
What did you buy?
If ya feel like you wanna talk about it, I'd gladly listen.
But ey, we all gotta deal with stuff like that sometimes..
Well... I don't know the details, but this whole thing will probably not matter in a few weeks..
This day was boring as usual, went to school, did my stuff, came back and now I'm ""Enjoying"" my solitude...
Merry Christmas and Happy New Year To You Too :D
I'm already home playing videogames and listening to music
...
and eating...
How was your day?
we had a "sport day" so...
we were watching movies in the class... ;_;
I mean... that's a great sport, isn't it...
Right now I'm listening to music, and probably going to play something.
What's up with you?
How did you got stuck outside?
What do you wanna hear?
let's see...
I'm kind of a loner... I usually watch anime or play video games all day.
My favorite music genre is Alternative Rock and Indie, but I listen to a lot of kinda music... (Punk Rock, Metal... almost everything except Pop)
My favorite musical artist is Adam Gontier.
Oh, and I play guitar.
I guess that's all...
now it's your turn to tell me about yourself. :)
I see.
I also like reading.
If you want to learn playing guitar, then why don't you give a try? you don't have to buy an expensive guitar at first, just buy a cheap one and try it... you probably wouldn't regret it :P
check out some videos from this guy: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_bULnYSWNPE&list=PLiyMO_9U8g1BNzo7ZoXwKg2Pqt5chP6CT
he helped me a lot, when I started.
if you want to play songs from your favorite artist (Adam Levine) then maybe you should learn how to read tabs (and chords) at first.
you probably know Green Day... they have some pretty easy songs to play on guitar (Boulevard of Broken Dreams, American Idiot, Jesus of Suburbia) probably it won't be easy at first, but you know.. you just have to practice :)
The first song I've learned to play on guitar was Sweet Dreams (by Marilyn Manson)
'sup with you?
Oh.. wait.. you wrote this 5 months ago and.. you are not even really using this site anymore? ... ._.
D-.. Don't blame me... um.. you know.. time travelling stuff..