I wish I could rewrite my past.. but I can't. If I could, I'd do all I could if it would stop you from crying. But.. that's impossible. My past won't change. That's why we need to make my past pale in comparison to our present.
Human memories are too vague. Thinking something has color when it doesn't, making things more dramatic than they really are, glorifying things... It gives new greater meaning than was actually there. That's why I don't believe any of this talk about "beautiful memories".