nightmarecrown said: why was i born? why am i still alive? theirs only one answer, im alive because im needed. one day, when my purpose of existence will be fulfilled, i will die.
Though I cannot choose to not die, I don't want to die.
nightmarecrown said: but im weak, a tiny existence in a huge world with Constant changes, no, nothing changes, only we change.
Even though I am considered a small tiny ripple in the whole of the universe a single movement in the calm waters would disturb even the largest of the still waters, but if I am just a ripple in this already stormy sea, what would I signify? Probably I would not make as big a movement as the waves but even in my own small contribution I would affect the people around me and those that I have affected would or might or could or not affect others. But those that I have changed we could become a wave together. To rise and fall as one until we fall apart and find new people to form new waves with, all the while continuing to affect others. Until I evaporate (or die) SPOILER (show)so it's like my atoms {DNA} would become scattered into other people and continue to affect them that way. SPOILER (show)It's like I found a new way to talk about life and death and a little lot of random things. nightmarecrown said: my dream is this:
to discover my purpose of existence, fulfill it and continue living in this crazy, cold hearted world. moving forward till time destroys this weakling body. i will fight fate, if i have to. because no one Decides who shall live and who shall die, we have a choice, we always have a choice.
We are nearly alike but I, choose to give my life to God and when He calls me I will go, but I also believe that we have a choice, even if you consider me a weakling because of this choice I am still proud of it.Modified by Ichigo_gyunyu, 7 years ago |